Gamble, The Common People Nowadays.

The bright blue skies
And all the clean lies
The same mistake twice
We didn't even realise

We copy other people's personality or style
Some for fame, some for a smile
We love one another for a while
Then after the 'fun' we keep our distance by a mile

"What is forever?"
"Forever = Whatever" is your answer?
You say you love her
Your heart says "..do I?" later.

You didn't revise
You have no formula for any answer on trail
Your head feels heavier
Your mind says: "I'm going to fail."

We know we are failure
Some changed, some just didn't care
They go on meaningless pilgrimage
And regret when they age

All we need is LOVE.
We go round the world
And see they have the fake and wrong kind of love
Ends up wasting with them to have a word

Teachers gave us knowledge
But us students, didn't bother to acknowledge
We always regret it later
And can't forgive ourselves or teachers

We used to say: "My ambition is to become a pilot!"
Now: " I don't really care what job I have, as long as it's easy and pays a lot."
We realized, we got ashamed
But gets over it by only 3 days for every name

And some had gathered together
To make all of this better
We keep our promises
Achieving what was our compromises

I spoke my mind,
I understand what is pure and true LOVE,
I believe we WILL become better by time,
And I will continue living smooth life covered in dove.




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John, 3rk.

Don't Stop Believing.

A premier among the movies
A note among the melodies
What do you expect from these?
I see nothing except tears

You may say I'm a negative thinker
You may see I'm a downhearted believer
But it's just you didn't see clearly
Loose me up and run freely

You may see me bright
You may see me happy
But you just can't see the real light
That you never knew anything about me

Even if you don't get a single thing
I'll lend you a chord
So if one day you're going to see me off the airport
Be strong and still remember me

Don't stop believing
Sharpen everyday
It'll end everything
If everything just be blown away

Everytime that you say you love me
Is the bestest moment as ever
Nothing is more warm and happier
Even though we're over, You are still in me.






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" I smile on the dark, not on the light. "


John, 3rk.

I don't know.

You should've known
When I had you crowned
To be the one I'll hope, and have faith in
Things just end up dead in the inn

Covered with blood
Cover the hole which you dug
Just to bury the treasure
Memories, Forever

Let everyone acknowledge me
With the large gap of personality
Between you and me
There's just things you can't see

" We are the world. "
Trying to make all people as one
Change their eyes from gold
To the ones we can always hold

Gather together
Save us to the land
Wonder seas are there forever
And skies we could never grasp in our hand

But now, I just don't know
Who to trust, who to cling onto now
Light the path I need desperately
Somehow, I'm still alone in my destiny




----------- John Ryan, 3C

Reconsidered.

What could we have done
This is what's gone
You've asked too many
Lost in control for our symphony

Wretched because of pain
I'd soaked myself in the rain
While you looked in my eyes
And praying for the skies

You stand by me
By reflection in reality
Near the phone booth infront of the mirror
Watching our reflection away from danger

I've finally eased away
From where I start
To the end of way
Targetting the point of my heart

I had stand by you
I had left because of who
Myself am dissapointed because
Not being able to make you smile in the forest

Here, is where you begin
To stop crying, and try to smile
Stop the sadness which I brought you in
Find the way to forget every fire



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" I'll still remember those as memories. "



-John Ryan, 3C ( ukm )

You'd never realize.

Let me rest
With all lies
Lit up the rest
And let me fly

Set me free
Bind me to the skies
Too curious to have the lead
While a monster's waiting to be freed

Dream the illusion
See the reality
Drowned in your confusion
Pass the thought in the sea

I'll say I hate
I didn't say I'd forget
Didn't say won't forgive
Didn't mention what I promised to give

On the past
I gave you the 'code'
In the end you won't last
Despaired with my hope

You know,
This poem isn't made by usual inspiration
It's like, I'm on a show
Pretending I had all my role


....I don't even know the purpose of the poetry this time, :P



- John Ryan 3C/rk3 ( ukm )



( what's those ukm upm all uitm u u u u u u for? ......... )

I'm just alone here.

i'll do well
i'll be the best
after every each of my dwell
i still wish to pass all the test

it's killing me
when you try to leave
how could this exist in the possibility?
maybe you really should break the crest leaves

i hope i'm iced
i'll turn into madness
while respecting your lies
i won't stay in your darkness

i'd throw myself into the skies
as long as you won't be in the piles
i have to try to smile
while accepting what's testing me on this isle

i leaned on you too long
it's time to go on
i'll try not to walk behind the doom
i'll be safe to stay in my room

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" You two really done it this time.

It breaks me out. chao! Not in the mood for this thing. "

First Chapter To Life ( John Ryan - 2RK3 )

...This words represents a life,

The Story, Chapter one begins,
I've wondered what kinds of people awaits this life,
Even in the beginning it's almost i don't see the ending.

...The piano scores.. matches every move, every scenery.
I've gathered with friends, guiding along with the winds,
Everyone, even myself are worried of my abilities,
I don't want to see anymore cutting limbs.

" Vanish your fears, Cuz' your hero is here. "
No one has ever said such words to me.
Possibilities are zero to make it dear,
Some doesn't even knows the meaning to hear.

...My hopes?
I want to be compassionate, I want to understand everything,
But personality stops my roles,
But i can always lend a listening ear.

I'll face myself, I'll face the truth,
Tears and hurt, outer space and earth,
They meant nothing to me,
Even if you force to kill.

I'll make the reality out of fantasy,
I'll do my way with no fancy,
They will be done silently and quickly,
Because no inquiries and no discovery.

Sometimes, the dramas fits everything,
Once in a lifetime, it reveals everything,
My answers in life, aren't just death of self,
Answers that's not everything done by myself.

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John : It doesn't fit. Do they...?

Clouds

my head's a cloud full of stars
and we're going nowhere
a place in the heavens
feels like no place at all
and i keep on floating
trying to get a better spot
where the stars don't confuse me
nor will they confound me
for i am now a cloud
with a simple mind
to go up and down and all around
there's no sound as i descend
now that i'm feeling really content :D

About a Life

By: Nur Farzana Binti Mohd Rashid (1RK2)

In some sense it could be argued a category about life is a vague, nebulous cop-out. Any poem ever penned by a men or woman, would surely gain ready admittance here. All poems almost by definition, are about life.

but don't for a moment think that makes this category any less important. On the contrary, if the poems and topics your about to explore is life then they are also about

''YOU"

Poem By John Ryan ( 2RK3 )

If it's only a sign,
I would never let it down,
I love you more than any kind,
no matter in countryside or town.

I can't be like this forever,
I wanted to tell everyone,
But did it happen? never..
My head feels like blowing for just once.

I couldn't be happy,
When I'm not myself,
Just when everything feels irritatingly catchy,
I could be standing on hell.

Why does the ambience is different?
Why am I patheticly care?
But as long as I stay confident,
I know I could even fly in the air.

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p.s. : John's online.. and switching to his own blog now. see you! :)

I want to be a panda

I want to be a Panda
I want to roll in snow
The white white snow
What panda would deny its beauty?
What panda wouldnt appreciate it?
I want to run free in the wild
Dashing through a forest of bamboos
Smelling the sweet scent of nature
What panda wont get high?
I want to be a panda
I'd be black and white
I'd be fluffy,very fluffy infact
I'd charm foolish humans
Because if I was a panda
I would be the cutest of all,
The most cheerful of all
The best panda that you'll ever know
I will be the only panda
Who'd rule the world with a bamboo cane
The only one who succeeded in doing so
The only panda,that you'll remember.


Before i die of boredom,kill me for i rather not.




By Iman Sofea -2RK1 / 2009

A Poem

The memories we shared

Ever since we're small
I always cared of them
The wish that still hasnt answered my call
I am running into obstacles
With 1 % of possibilities
Like the light on the candles
Blown away with a single breeze
How must i continue this?
A single drop of sweat
Is a sign of thousand fears
I cannot but hold my tears
I wanted to be strong
Stronger than the stone
But i realized that it was just a fantasy
Fantasies that would not come into reality
I am racing against the stream of time
Every second that counts
Hoping that i would shine
With the imperials at the courts
Making 1000 fold of origami's
Has more possibilities
Than waiting for 1000 more days
To the day that wouldnt have delays
The journey that has passed 4 years
With the help of my friend's cheers
Has made me not alone
To come abroad on the airbourne
There is still worth more than a military's bootcamp
That has many rackets of obstacles
With bringing along a lamp
That would help to see from the darkness
I would be for listening, And always be there for you
I wont give up upon you
To the shining light i see
Will bring victory that will free me

by John Ryan -2RK1/2009

The Beginning of The End

by John Ryan 2RK2/2009

If I could just turn back the time,
To the days and nights that shine,
I didn't even think that this day would come,
As I could do nothing but to run.

This poetry, came up from the beginning,
Where no one could do nothing,
The part of the heart,
Where it was the hardest part.

To hide from everyone, to seek them for everyone,
Try and reach out for what everyone wants,
But they were useless to the end,
And no one would comprehend.